Okay since last post it seems though everything with drinking has slowed down. Which I am completely and unutterably thankful for!

As of today, I am good. I had the most odd dream last night. I dreamt that Hillary, (yes , Hillary Clinton) Hired me (yes, poor old me) to be the face of her campaign. She wanted me to be the "President" and she would be the brains, but to everyone else we were one person??? (I think she wanted me because I could pass as her??) Anyway, it was weird. As the dream was closing, I started realizing later in my life people would only see me as her an I could not have my own life. People would only see me as Hillary Clinton, not as Meredith.

Strange.....

Any relevance to my life?...

We'll see.....


-m